BESTEST TEMAN: FAZLEY&SYASYA

2009-12-15T22:37:00.005+08:00

Honestly, now i feel so lost.
Maybe because i had always had you around being there for me in good or bad times.
You were always there.
But lately, due to lack of contact i felt that we're drifting apart.
And now im starting to have all different kind of questions in my head.
And also negative thoughts. I hate this. Really.
Please, talk to me soon.
I feel heavy-hearted knowing that you're not exactly in a good condition.
Dearest Bestest Teman, please text or call me real soon.
I miss my bestfriend. ):

Syasya.

~~Dearest, tell me are you avoiding me? i have that feeling you are. ):~~

2009-12-10T20:37:00.005+08:00

While i was on my way back home during the train journey, reading your text suddenly made me sad. I was trying real hard to hold back those tears. But as hard as i tried, eventually i still did burst into tears. I tried so hard to hide it so that no one else would see it.
Obviously some people noticed, especially the guy beside me. It was embarassing though. But i could no longer hold it back.
While walking back home, i suddenly started crying again. Only that it was much worst.
In the end i just cried my heart out like there is no tomorrow when i decided to sit under a void deck. i didnt feel like going back home. Cause whenever i cry my face would turn real red.
So it's easy for people to know whether i had just teared up.
I swear i could no longer hold back the tears, all i wanted to do was just to cry badly.
People walk past every now and then looking at me. But i just cant seem to stop crying.
Eventually when u apologized, the crying started to simmer down, but i still didnt feel any better.
I really dont know.
Why cant i just a peaceful life for once. Each time when im starting to be get my mind off things, there would surely be something bugging me soon after.
Sometimes i just want to run away from everything.
But i have difficulties getting out of the house, so what am i suppose to do then?
Do something stupid to myself? Maybe that would help.
But what's the point if it is only for a moment of relieve.
I really dont know.
All i know is that, you were wrong when you said i treated you like a toy.
Cause i never did. Never has it ever crossed my mind to. But you assume otherwise.
Im sorry if i made you feel neglected, i really didnt mean to.
But i really care for you. Sincerely.
I was afraid that you would leave me. Cause you had always been there for me when i needed someone to turn to.
You never fail to be my listening ears. You're never tired of hearing my rants all day long.
But sadly, we drifted apart. Maybe not too much, but still we did. Sad though.
I want the old you. That old you who always listens to me. The old you who always say things nicely to me. The old you who are never tired of talking to me. They old you who is always there for me listening to my every whine and complaints. I miss that old you, the old us.
I wonder if i would ever get that back.

There are times, when family are like strangers, and strangers are like family.

Sincerely, your awesome dudette,
Syasya Sanchikas.

2009-11-20T15:15:00.005+08:00

Just a short update aite..

while was printing my tabs..for my new band hahax..my sis asked me to go to this website: www.picnik.com... then i say why? then she said that can edit picture hahax..
*pandai jugak ni budak*

So i actually edit my pics and my best friend syasya hahax
not so good compared to syasya edits!!

LAST LAST!!!! this is my band!! role!!

Vocals ~???? *finding one..tag me if u the one lol*

fazley~ 1st guitar

Dani~2nd guitar

Zaki ~drums

Zamrin~ bass

Thats all for today
*xoxo*

Your hottest dude
fazley

woots!!

2009-11-18T21:18:00.015+08:00

yoz yoz yoz!!
watsup!!!!!

Today is my last day of electronic lesson and actually i have two choices that i must choose for next year.. either medical technology or automation technology so i choose

DRUM ROLL!!!
*with a guitar solo*

MEDICAL TECHNOLOGY!!!

WOOTS!!
haha k mepek

so after finishing my last mini project, my teacher actually spend three days making a card for each of us.. his so sweet la..although he just my electronic teacher..but i treat him as my CA (class adviser) compared to my present CA he always look down on us..never mine i will prove u wrong chew!!

Andand u know what my electronic teacher actually has a good skill of drawing his drawing damn2 good. he draw my name in front of the envelope and it represent a symbol of worm..then i ask him why worm? then he told me because u cant keep still in class..hahax..

Contain what he wrote in the envelope:

It has been a great pleasure teaching you despite your jokes and bullshit sometimes. hahaha! I think you can do in your studies better if you are more focused. You can succeed in anything as long as you put in the determination and focus.have fun but dont't neglect the important things in life.

Eat more. I think if you put on a bit more weight,you will be more handsome.//

hahax what sia eat more..hensem already what haha wekk!!

LASTLY!! MISS MY BESTFRIEND..!!
SOON MEET K BELS!!

Thats all for today
Rock never die!

Your hottest dude
fazley

2009-11-13T20:59:00.005+08:00

At last had the chance to update hehe..

Today nothing much happen..i really really pissed off..

My parent just bought for me a new! handphone..and yet ask me to sell it cause $$$$$$ not enough..

Never mine just sacrifice for the family.

As i was buying food with my dad..there was a man siting just beside my dad and he started to shout:

man: alamak! fed up la! sape nak gado mari

Dad: *looking at me*

Dad: * fierce face* taknak lagi kuat per bising uh

Me:*saap! abah gangster siot*

hahax then head off to pet shop to buy for my comel!! milk hahax..

After giving comel a milk..argh!! she started to pee! and the worst part is that she pee at my mum onion and its a waste she had to throw all the onions hahax baik uh comel! pantat tol -.-

That's all for today
*xoxo*

Your hottest dude
fazley

MISS HER

2009-11-06T21:14:00.012+08:00

MISS MY BESTFRIEND MUCHMUCH!!

MISS MY FRIEND ALOT

2009-11-04T19:56:00.003+08:00

I don't even study at home..yet exams going to start soon hahax..lately i've been playing at school while my teacher testing student for the test for tomorrow...at first i was disturbing my friends while there were doing their work..hahax (naughty la fazley). When i was playing my teacher called me:

Teacher: fazli! come here! u uh play play *writing*

me:*silents*

Teacher: ok now explain me all the logic gates

me: *action face* *explain all!!*

teacher: wah!! k go back to yr seats*

me: *went out to canteen*

Your hottest dude
fazley

2009-11-03T14:54:00.002+08:00

It's been rather some time since i last updated this shared blog.
I just wanted to update something for that dearest bestest teman of mine.
I know lately you had been feeling rather down.
And maybe im not of much help other than those times you said somehow i cheered you up even though i was actually unsure of what i did.
But still, it dishearten me seeing a dear bestfriend being so sad. So cheer up kays sweets.
Things will get better in time. Insyallah.
taqmo sad2 k. Have no fear, syasya is here. Your mostest awesome dudette!!!
Huakhuak.
Cheer up kay darla. *hughug*

Your awesome dudette,
SyasyaSanchikas.

Gone but not forgetten-Hafiz

2009-11-02T18:34:00.003+08:00

Today skip school because wanted to visit my friend funeral his name is hafiz..i spend almost half a day at his place...i cant believe that he past away with his age of 17.haish..im sorry what ive done to you hafiz(actually nothing happen lol)

Respect hafiz! May your soul Rest in peace!!
Peace!!
*1 min silents*

Andand to my friend Nazri i sorry i cant accompany you to court im really sad that u end up at jail.. may you have a better life at there.. will miss you bro!

Your hottest dude
fazley

2009-10-31T13:32:00.006+08:00

MY OLD LIFE HAS COME!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

NO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Your hottest dude

Fazley -.-

BACK!!

2009-10-28T20:30:00.003+08:00

HELLO!! Peeps!

Sorry for not updating,recently my laptop is on service... wekk!! hahax actually is the charger that were spoiled... haha luckily my dad lend some money to me..
*thanks uh abah nanti gaji fazley bayar alek atau cincai la takya bayar alek haha wekk*

BTW!! i got a new handphone weeeeeee!! same model with syasya lagi haha!! jiwe! *high five*
*thanks mum and dad*
*fazley kurang ajar ngn korang pun tetap korang baik haha best best*

Recently Nothing much happen...i was buzy schooling (i think) hahax wohoo!! exam is around the corner! power best skali! haha just one online exam then its over party time!

Last sunday my friends and i went to sentose,actually the time set by friend Don is at 12.30 but i came at 4 hahax *superstar per* haha kate nak meet ehem2..*syasya u noe i noe* *punch*

i got alot to say but lazy to update hahax

Lastly miss my Dearest Bestest Teman Truckload!!
Soon meet k boncet!!

Thats all for now
Takecare
*xoxo*

Your hottest dude
fazley

My Dearest Bbygurl

2009-10-17T15:57:00.003+08:00

This post is for my bbygurl

Cheer up love..

I know you been feeling down.. sometime life is full of shitting things.. you must be strong and i know you are strong just ignore what he says if u love him do what is best for you and him but just remember this im always by your side.

it's so comforting to see you happy at all times.
please don"t cry sweetheart *hughug*

Im your friend and im really2 worried when you are totally sad.. i love you the whole lot!!.. people can't take good care of you.. let me takecare of you.. im here don't worried..

If you feeling down of anything just think about the past that we been through together when you keep calling me keps till now..and im calling you boncet!! hehe

Just think about the past im sure you will feel much better*xoxo*

That all for today
*xoxo*

Your hottest dude
fazley

My Bestest Ever!

2009-10-15T17:47:00.005+08:00

This video reminds me of my Bestest Teman, my Bestest Babyboy, my Bestest Bestfriend. It reminds me of you, Muhd Fazli bin Abdul Rahman.

Ku terdengar suara mu
Dari jauh
Nyanyikan lagu-lagu
Yang mencuit hatiku

Pertama kali kita bertemu
Ku tak tahu
Yang kau boleh
Menceriakan hidupku

Ku sungguh bahagia
Dengan hubungan kita
Persahabatan kita akan bertahan
Untuk selama nya

Setiap kali ku perlukan
Pertolongan
Engkau berada di sisiku kerna
Kau lah teman sejati di dalam hatiku kini

Kehadiranmu
Telah memaksaku
Untuk hadiahkan
Senyuman kepadamu

Ku tak mahu
Akhiri semua ini
Kerna teman sepertimu
Sukar dicari

Ku sungguh bahagia
Dengan hubungan kita
Persahabatan kita akan bertahan
Untuk selama nya

Setiap kali ku perlukan
Pertolongan
Engkau berada di sisiku kerna
Kau lah teman sejati di dalam hatiku kini

2009-10-14T21:09:00.002+08:00

WATSUP!!!

Recently i had been busy(ya right)...first day of school..teacher started to talk about disciplinary(bored) and he keep nag nag nag cause of my hair..and also he keep telling this " fazley before you get the scholarship award you are a very good student but now after you get the award you become from good to bad to worst"-.-

So to make him happy i immediately go cut my hair
*awww bertambah comel la fazley ni hahax*
*goodboy*

This one whole week my electronic teacher is on leave cause of courses he must study(I think) so everyday finish school about 12pm..weeee!! (only for this week)

It's better i don't come to school because im not studying but im sleeping hahax..come school sleep...break eat..come back to class sleep haha
(lazy moron)

Lastly miss my bbygurl alot!!! soon meet k love *hughug*

that's all for today
Takecare bro's,lovelies
*xoxo*

Your hottest dude
fazley

2009-10-11T23:31:00.005+08:00

Just a short update

Can't sleep!!!hahax..tomorrow school begins and im so excited sampai takle tido duh!!

Bukan excited psl nak blajar ehk pasal nak meet friend nak slack hehe luckily i finish my coursework and my project fast..if not i must continue doing.. cannot play haha!!

hey!! while im browsing my laptop i found my damn old pics when im in nursery school hahax cute kan lol tapi tembam sey..

B!! jgn nak gelak kan i!!

Your hottest dude
fazley

2009-10-11T20:46:00.003+08:00

Hey peeps..

Today wake up around 11am blabla..take a shower then meet up with my friends..cause i promise them to jam..hahax then around 2 plus last minute plan to fetch my bbygurl..and every time! i went out with her i got stuck to find my damn ez-link..haiya! haha takpe b next time naik taxi haha lol..actually i haven eaten since morning so i ask my bbygurl to have lunch but she insist she want to watch me eat..haiya taknak la i makan u tgk haha tak best.. then blabla walk her home while she tells me abt her swimming pool thing..i notice that while she was talking.. her expression as if like she so excited haha *hughug*..b u tau kan i syg u *kiss*

that all for today
takecare guys
*xoxo*

Your hottest dude
fazley

2009-10-10T23:02:00.006+08:00

Guys!!! it's been a long time i wanted to show you this video but i totally forgot hahax..
Her name is alyssha bernal && she so!! cute and a good singer she plays very well in guitar hahax
btw i've just finish learning her accidentally love song and Im yours song hehe
wanna hear it? hehe

Your hottest dude
fazley

2009-10-10T22:46:00.002+08:00

Just a short update for my bbygurl

To my Bestest Teman (bbygurl)

Thanks for cheering me up love it's hard for me to be sad and you the one who cheer me up fast and i really2 don't want to leave you..i want our friendship to last as long as we can.
And no matter what happen to us try to think the past that we been together and im sure it will give you a smile..

i love our friendship!!! *hughug* *xoxo*

Yes, we must ever be friends, and of all who offer you friendship let me be ever the first, the truest, the nearest and dearest!

if i has to choose between loving you, and breathing. I would use my last breath to say I LOVE YOU

Takecare lovelies *xoxo*
assalamualaikum

Your hottest dude
fazley

2009-10-10T21:08:00.005+08:00

Just a short update.
A poem for dearest Fazley.
Cheer up sweetheart.

Someone who will be there throughout all the years.
Someone to laugh with, and maybe shed some tears.
A shoulder to lean on and to hold.
A person to protect you from days that are cold.
An arm to catch you when you trip or fall.
An ear for your problems when you call.
Someone to listen and to talk.
Someone who won’t care about the time on the clock.
Somebody that’s there for you when you’re in a fight.
Somebody whose arms are open at anytime of the night.
A person to hold you when you are sad.
Someone to share all of your secrets and dreams.
Someone to guide you through life’s means.
A person to who is there through the happiness in life.
A person whose comforting words will always be close by.
Somebody with who you don’t have to pretend.
These are the jobs of a very best friend.

I could never get angry with you.
I could never not miss you.
I could never get tired of you.
I could never live a day without you by my side.
That's cause you've always been there for me.
Constantly putting a smile on my face and cheering up.
Thanks love for everything you ever did.
I appreciate it a whole lot.

Your Awesome dudette,
Syasya.

2009-10-10T03:10:00.003+08:00

Haiyo tired tired!! just came back from work..it's was a clumsy day for me..i drop almost three dishes haiya deng la fazley ni..syasya ckp tina dtg tapi taknampak dier pun hahax..

Btw nice skin la b!! lawa!! thanks love..

To my bbygurl:

B!!!! asl u sonyap i was worried about u the whole day!! haish..
b u know the whole day i had been thinking abt you i risau sgt2!!
you kan tau i will always be there for you and i syg!! u sgt!! *hughug*

I think that's all for today..
Assalamualaikum *xoxo*

Your hottest dude
fazley

2009-10-09T01:11:00.004+08:00

I've been feeling rather down with several things.
Too many things in mind to be mentioned.
And i dont see the needs to say it out here.
It's best if only me myself knows how i felt.

And to dearest Bestest Teman.
A thousands of apologies baby for not being there for you.
I really felt bad. And im really sorry.
*a really sad face*

There's nothing more for me to blog about.
Cause i dont feel like saying much.

Takecare lovelies.
*xoxo*
Assalamualaikum.

Your awesome dudette,
Syasya.

2009-10-08T12:37:00.005+08:00

Assalamualaikum

It was a tiring day for me and i had a big argument with my parents and they kick me out of the house about ermm 6 hour 2am-7am pnt kan..takpe2 at least adventure cikit jln the whole woodland btw while i was walking along at 888 plaza i saw a strange lady plugging out dead leaf haha~ giler!! uat daun curry kot...

And sorry!!!!! bbygurl i cant send you to work :( my fault my fault!!

And ya!! today working pantat tol dah kene halau den kene kerje lagi haiyo!!!-.-

hahax that all for today
takecare lovelies *xoxo*
assalamualaikum
Your hottest dude
fazley

2009-10-07T20:47:00.002+08:00

I was trying to edit the background for this blog to make it animated.
Im almost done though. But only left with the codings, cause im unsure as to where am i suppose to put it in the template.
So i'll try to change it ASAP.

And oh, one funny story.
That particular someone tried to godehgodeh with blogger.
To get himself familiarized i guess so. And then he panicked after everything gets messed up.
LOL.
Cute lurh kamu b.

And this is the 3rd blog im managing cause i have another 2 blogs of my own.
But that BestestTeman of mine was such a sweetheart in wanting to share a blog together.
Aww~ Sungguh manis. Heh.
So i will only update this particular blog when there's something i want to say.
Otherwise, i would pester that dude to do the updating.
If he doesn't, he'll get a SEMACK by me. (:
See how sweet i am b.
That's all i guess. Hahah.

Takecare lovelies.
Assalamualakum.
*xoxo*

Your awesome dudette,
Syasya.

2009-10-07T17:59:00.002+08:00

assalamualaikum!!! peeps
hahax

As for today just starting to make a fresh blog shared by me and my bbygurl syasyasanchikas
she's the one who make this blog cause i've got no idea hw to use blog
but then she so sweet that she actually guide me hahax~sweet kan my best friend..

Lately i've been working 5pm-12.30am pnt pnt pnt!! but today i told my uncle

me: cik2 niari takleh work la
uncle: asl takleh work niari takde org jage kedai
me: alurh abah nye kwn nak dtg open house la
uncle: k

yeah!!! finally dapat off haha saya suke sgt2!! lol but
one thing i dont like to stay at home is that my mum keep nag nag nag!! tsk!! but i follow my bbygurl order just put on yr earpiece hahax..skali punch kang aru tau eh mak!!

last!!! saye rindu banget!! pat my bbygurl... soon kite meet k b hahax

assalamualaikum
dearest *xoxo*
Your hottest dude
fazley

2009-10-07T15:06:00.001+08:00

Nothing to post yet. (: